just a 19 year old kid

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ENFP

Extravert(1%)  iNtuitive(50%)  Feeling(25%)  Perceiving(44)%

• You have marginal or no preference of Extraversion over Introversion (1%)
• You have moderate preference of Intuition over Sensing (50%)
• You have moderate preference of Feeling over Thinking (25%)
• You have moderate preference of Perceiving over Judging (44%)

so done with these tests cri

i am so sick of people omg

恋人: Went for breakfast with my dad. I’ve been avoiding him lately. We had...

yamagrrrrl:

Went for breakfast with my dad. I’ve been avoiding him lately. We had only just ordered our food when he directly said it’s frustrating that I’m so unsure and anxious of failure, to the point where I don’t try to do anything. He said if I want to pursue photography - he thinks I should - then he’ll buy me whatever cameras I need or want. He asked if I’d ever considered writing a book, I mumbled something about something whilst eating my salmon and eggs. He wants to see some of my writing. I argued that he’d think anything I did was okay because he was my dad. He slapped the back of my head and told me to stop being so naive. He knows what good writing is. Taking the slice of bread off my plate, he said I never really grew up; I’ve lived inside my head for most of my life, in a dream world and there’s nothing wrong with that. But if that’s how I am, then I should play to my strengths. I need to swallow my fears and take control of my life. I need to take a chance on myself.

On the drive home, he said he knows that there’s something inside of me… he just doesn’t know what it is yet. He asked if I knew. I looked out the window and said I don’t think there’s anything inside of me. At least nothing worth anyone’s time. He got annoyed and told me to get over myself and show him some writing once we’re home. He desperately wants me to go out into the world and just show everyone what I’ve got. Maybe they’ll throw it back in my face but I’ll be able to say I tried. You don’t know what doors might open for you if you never knock.

I guess I’m really lucky that I have someone who - though it took some time for him to come around - believes in my apparent “talents” and is willing to support and push and believe in me even when I don’t believe in myself. I want to show him that he’s right and not just wasting his time.  I’m going to work really, really hard from here on out. No breaks. No days-off. No asking people to wish me luck. I need to prove that I do have something inside of me. Something great. 

life with me n my pops

strictlyhip-hop:

i love you so much

On the darkest days you have to search for a spot of brightness, on the coldest days you have to seek out a spot of warmth; on the bleakest days you have to keep your eyes onward and upward. And on the saddest days, you have to leave them open to let them cry. To then let them dry. To give them a chance to wash out the pain in order to see fresh and clear once again.

mom - ESFP
dad - ISTJ
sister (10) - ENFJ
brother (14) - ENTP
brother (17) - ISFP
me - INFP/ENFP